Killin' myself again Losin' to myself again Livin' in a dream again Livin' on a lie again I've got do something and I've got to do it now I've gotta get to somethin' but I know I don't know how Always keepin' busy takin' other people's change I know I'm not afraid to push it but I'm too afraid to ask it Back to myself again Forget my name again Hate my guts again Parted my friends again You look at you You look at you Lookin' toward myself and all the people that I see Wonder what they're seein' when they're lookin' back at me I tell you that I hate you but you know that's just a lie You know that I don't mean it I'm the one that I despise Losin' my grip again Start to slip again Stand in line again Look at my mind again You look at you You look at you Can you deal with it Can you deal with it, deal with it, deal with it, deal with it, deal with it