A Discourse on Killing

all of the healing will 
take some time / we both have had psychotic men in our lives / and I know that you're right / deal with it forget sometimes 
I can't / so I wanna hit somebody with a baseball bat / break his fucking knees and take pleasure in it / and I know it's not right / would 
only hurt you and I / 
I'll pass the hours thinking about killing you both / when deep inside I know that I ought to be grateful / for your evil example / you taught me all 
I need to know / about what I hate most