Can You Feel It

I’m wondering how I got here
Cause I never wanted to be here
I begged you to go away
Now I wish you had stayed
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it the way I do?
The darkness was always there
I was the one who was hiding
A child, always in tears
A man, facing his fears
Can you feel it?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Where is the smile on your face?
When will you win the race?
Where are the dreams that you had?
Are you going mad?
Don’t wanna live
Don’t wanna die
Just can’t forgive
I sure have triеd