My heart's set on traveling out from the city In hopes that she'd show the same commitment back to me Even though the weather's cold, I'll go Got my maps out and my shoes ready She says she's sure but says it hesitantly Even though my doubts have grown, I'll go I try and ignore her criticizing (like she tells me) In hopes that she'd show the same patience back to me Even though she's being cold, I'll go Things change so quickly From a loved one to some pest to feed I wear off so quickly So quickly down to these broken knees Put my maps away and calm came slowly Things are sure and I most certainly am staying home I feel so disposable