Change up where did I go wrong I just Messed up sinking all day long I’m just Sick of being used all wrong I’m just Watching myself waste all away Change up where did I go wrong I just Messed up in my brain so long I can’t Feel much anymore I’m gone I’m just Watching everyone leave me again I can feel the presence between your in the distance just watching Stuck in the space of the walls where depression left you hungry Grabbing on my mental state those drugs did no good they take The emotions out of my best friend left him hollow inside Cus I see you dancing between Memories of us on lean One thing leads to another yeah I see you fitting on the couch over there Eyes fluttering, hands in a fist I didn’t wish for all of this Ring around the rosy, down here it’s so lonely I can feel the cold biting my neck every time I picture you Twinkle twinkle, little star I never made it that far I see mental illness has defined me through the eyes of you When did I ever learn to quit I’m sorry I can’t be there When did you learn to not exist I feel like this is my fault Things were lookin hopeful Now they’re paralysed Those slopes I was to climb Now exist to demise Things were lookin hopeful Now they’re paralysed Paralysed Paralysed Things were lookin hopeful Now they’re paralysed Paralysed Paralysed On the view from the side Recline in my back seat The streets flutter by I’m on the On the view from a height Isolated lonely street The birds runnin wild I’m on the Scared by the shadows Scared by the light Scared of your movements Consume in spite Scared by the news they say Scared that you’d run away Scared that you’d run away Change up where did I go wrong I just Messed up sinking all day long I’m just Sick of being used all wrong I’m just Watching myself waste all away Change up where did I go wrong I just Messed up in my brain so long I can’t Feel much anymore I’m gone I’m just Watching everyone leave me again