My friend I'm all alone I'm always on the fence I can't go on like this I'm too spent I've obviously gone too far again I can't go on like this My friend I know you've read the letters that I sent I'd wish you all the best But I'm dead From all the words I wish you'd never said You ripped my heart from my chest I smile while you ripping it out Get the blood drip taste What I spit in your mouth Why I should I worry where I'm headed When I'm six in the ground? I've been relatives with the devil Even lived in his house But was I singled out? Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it Maybe I was meant to earn the merit Feeling so disparaged Got me tearing out my hair again I'm cursing and I'm swearing Get the fuck out my head My friend I'm all alone I'm always on the fence I can't go on like this I'm too spent I've obviously gone too far again I can't go on like this My friend I know you've read the letters that I sent I'd wish you all the best But I'm dead From all the words I wish you'd never said You ripped my heart from my chest