Smokin' a fat spliff in a brand new Benz No ID on the track let the story begin, begin Yeah Lookin' in the mirror but I don't see much Still runnin the streets so I don't sleep much Watchin' the snakes so they don't creep up But the way I'm gettin' dis money, niggaz can't keep up You niggaz can't keep up Niggaz got beef but it can't be much I'm still walkin' through the crowds like I can't be touched Top back all black gretsky puck Ice skater lil' later might let me fuck Damn, she might let me fuck Last night I cried tears of joy What did I do to deserve this? Rock a Vakaron on my wrist a year ago I didn't even know dat bitches exist Quarter milli for the muthafucka No insurance on a muthafucka Ain't life a bitch but you gotta keep her wet Keys open doors so I gotta keep a set Everybody know that I'm a lot of people threat Biggie smalls in the flesh livin' life after my death Yesterday, I read my horoscope Tell me, Lord, will I be poor and broke? Tell me, Lord, will I be dealin' dope? I wanna take my momma to the Poconos (Goodbyes) But only Lord knows To all the love ones I leave behind Atleast they can't see me cry And I ask when someone wants to be me, why? Thought havin' everything would ease my mind If you could read my mind My God, I'm scarred I have tattoo tears of joy Last night I cried tears of joy What did I do to deserve this? Young rich muthafucka still uneducated But dammit, a nigga made it Goddamn, a nigga made it crib bigger than a church Lord know I'm blessed 5 diffrent lawyers lord know I'm stressed A punch in the face get you 300K Ask vlad now he back to makin' minimum wage Another victim of my criminal ways I wanna walk in the image of Christ But that bitch Vivica nice And I'm still swimmin' in ice I'm just livin' my life I'm just livin' my life Lease a Lamborghini for your pussy rate Life is just a pussy race Snatch a bitch, take her back to your place Next mournin' I can tell you how the pussy taste I got expensive taste Goodbye To all the love ones I leave behind Atleast they can't see me cry And I ask when someone wants to be me, why? Thought that havin everythind would ease my mind If you could read my mind My God, I'm scarred I have tattoo tears of joy Last night I cried tears of joy What did we do to deserve this? Not to dwell on the the past but to keep it real I gotta represent for Emmit Teal All the dead souls in the field Lookin' at my Rolly it's about that time White man had a problem with mine And we suppose to be shy The revolutions televised Bodies still on the rise Goodbye to all the love ones I leave behind At least they can't see me cry And I ask when someone wants to be me, why? Tought havin' everything would ease my mind If you could read my mind My God, I'm scarred I have tattoo tears of joy