For all the tests I've been through For all the mistakes I made I thought I was like the rest I found that in the end it's just me I thought it would be annoying to learn how to fly But over time you see with other eyes I'm enjoying contemplating the sky Still conquering all that is mine But I I'm scared of happy Oh why? Am I scared of happy Not me Should be scared of happy Cause I'm still conquering Gaining notion No I'm scared of happy hoohwol Scared of happy Too scared to be able to act My dear, I do not know much about this Please help me, what can I do? Don't just just beg for it I don't know if I mess up everything I touch I'm just not good at love I think this is a little too much Then I start running into the shadows 'Cause I Am I scared of happy? Oh why? Am I scared of happy? Not me Should I be scared of happy? Cause I'm still conquering Gaining notion No I'm scared of happy hoohwol Scared of happy? I'm hasty I think of acting further ahead But I don't know, if I'm doing the right thing I look like a sick man in love Full of these empty hopes drugs But then, I feel the pressure I go beyond creating expectations I'm a little too naive Thinking there's someone waiting for me on the other side Scared of happy? Am I scared of happy? Scared of happy? Am I scared of happy? Scares of happy? Happy? But I Am I scared of happy? Oh why? Am I scared of happy? Not me Should I be scared of happy? Cause I'm still conquering Gaining notion No I was instructed to be fearless So am I scared of happy? Hoohwol Am I still scared of happy?