A logical mind is a closed mind and the adverse is so naïve If this is all for not then we are all lost Purpose retracted I swear these forces, they torture me and lead me astray Until a mighty gust of wind blows them all away For a brief moment The calm before the downpour I leave enlightened, yet always return Without motivation I'm the biggest hypocrite I know If I had the will to change I'd have changed years ago Its just feels like I'm a rat in a maze Destined to fail but asked to desperately try How can I ignore the shreds of beauty in this world? These sights and wonders are beyond my comprehension My cynicism reduced to ignorance But what of those without a hope Who hardened their hearts? Who hardened their hearts? Extol the miracle of treacherous life and potential destruction Orchestrated, premeditated Guided, hopeful Who am I? Who am I? Who am I to deny untenable love? Limit reality