Ever since the day we met I always knew you were holding something back I didn't know what you held on to Was too busy loving you And people warned me about your ways And told me To stay far away, far away But on your knees You agreed To go get help for you me and your seeds But who am I to believe (Chorus) If I leave here tomorrow Please don't ask why There was nothing but sorrow Why even try I'm just too embarrassed to say It's all my fault, easier to just walk away Than face my fears and be a man Cause no one will understand And no one can understand As vulnerable and lonely as I am As I am I worked so hard to build this wall And with one blow I foresee the fall Gotta protect my heart at all cost (Chorus) If I leave here tomorrow Please don't ask why There was nothing but sorrow Why even try Please understand There was nothing but sorrow It wasn't how