I guess you know what it meant to me And all the times we shared I wish they were back How can I hold so tight to what I just turned down? Fading memories won't dissapear It's sticking to my heart like portraits of my past It won't let me go Time to face it, I was wrong But there's no return from where I've been and there's no way to erase the things I screwed up And every night I stayed awake slave of my own thoughts Won't bring it back I can't let go Everytime that I walk through these doors, The same old doors, I see a ghost of what I should be I'm scared to think I wasn't strong enough And I turned around And I walked away from my dreams.