Hi, Rae
How are you today?
I don't know
Is that thing again? What would you say to him? Let it go
I asked: Can I count on you? Remember that day?
You said for me: Sincerely, I don't know
I knew that I couldn't stay in your way
Then my mind, said you can finally let it go
Right there in the beginning you were awesome to me
Gave me everything I couldn't believe
But material gifts aren't love for me
I thought: I have a doubt with you, so I can't leave
In the first year, was so problematic
I held you and gave you the support I was emphatic
I started to feel things phsycosomatic
But when was me, you stood there, static
The name of my trauma starts with J
If you're the next, you have courage to stay
I wish you a really good luck to stay in that way
But now I left that burden blow away
You betrayed me twice, it was a huge pain
But you said: I'm having problems, I was out of me
I believed, like some manipulation in my brain
But it was getting clear in my mind, then I could see
I got worse, couldn't smile anymore
Depression took all over my soul
You stood in your stage, like before
You also took my energy like a ghoul
I tried to tell you about my condition
You turned to me and said: I don't understand
Also, I said about my depression
You said: Help you? I think I can't
And about helping me it was just a hug
You stood there just staring at the wall
You left me like I was in the dirt
But you never tried to help me at all
I felt him so far away from me, then I asked
Do you still want it? We can talk and I won't stay in your way
He said "I want it" but his phone showed me he wasn't into me anymore
He was lying and had no courage to say, coward!
I told about my insecurities to my friend
She listened and said everything is okay
Something said: She's not beside you, and in the end
You two were together, for the third time, a betray
Since we broke up, there was no trace
Didn't have the courage to talk about
Didn't have the courage to talk face-to-face
I just wanted it to end with, but you was out
The name of my trauma starts with J
If you're the next, you have courage to stay
I wish you a really good luck to stay in that way
But now I left that burden blow away
