Unlock my life, sweating My hands shivering Possess my mind, my body Fever closes my eyes Invades my being Feeling like being thrown From tragic heights again Only a hand left on the edge Falling against the stream Undone my open skin But all my scars will speak for me Take me higher than all my senses Help me stop the pain Time is squeezing me, it whips me Infect me as you wish Fill me entirely, every drop of me Choke me, heal me Embrace my inner most understanding Help me move forward, elevate me Giving myself to your immortality But nonexistence And for the grief I face It's my cross to wear I know I'll stand until the end