The outline of his wingy being just I´ve felt like somewhat weird contradictions unexplained now I´m in what to be enlightened blowing a fuse whether some joy to choose all my flesh swamped in scorching maleficence that pervades to a stinging sweetness who is he,mysterious being who´s been allowed to hide you under his wings to bring you there to his kingdom up high a myriad of thoughts twisting your head why,what for? a fuse inside of me just getting strong I´m the other little figure on a chessboard of the fortune a little figure whose fortune´s pulled down under feeling like a vessel so utterly full with all the things profane a vessel missing backside living interior of no mind balance