closer i've looked at you talking things through waving your hands like you know what to do and i've been amazed is that what i look like to you do you recall defying the night roaming the town for a drink and some life what would you say the investments added up to sometimes i'm caught off guard and it strikes me how much just fades away what are we building up if it's all just a phase anyway i don't believe i'm stuck in the past raking up stories and wishing they'd last but honestly i don't examine myself much at all i might have thought you get to a point where everything figures and loose ends are joined and when we're alone a fleeting glance might be enough but you don't need to lie to me we don't need to varnish this it's true, i barely know myself so how could i understand you and sometimes i'm caught off guard and for a second it all falls into place and i'll be reminded that i love you as much as i do though i never get closer to you