back by midnight i'll let you in on something you may have noticed by now i don't object to seclusion or let misgivings grind me down but there's a turmoil this evening it's been lingering since you left found its way inside my bones and now it's heating up the rest i've been known to keep myself composed or that's what i've always supposed but i'm not so sure today if you could see all the stuff i kept inside the flesh may sleep but i'm alive in spirit anyway i've been talking to jesus my fingers tightly crossed so if he's not on call this evening at least i might restrict the loss it wouldn't be the first time that i've been put to shame i don't make any illusions but it's hard to drop the reins chorus i hope tonight you'll make your way back here sometimes you're everything that i hold dear i hope you'll be back by midnight i hope you'll be home soon