Sitting on the sidewalk Following daydreams You were by my side I felt so strong Was the best of me and I still know how it is We lying on my bed Looking up and laughing An insane couple coming from an Alanis song Was the best of us So hard to do that: Move on I believe I gave the best of me Stupid dream I wake up and it's hard to know it's not enough Were the perfect pair, like everything matched Your ripped jeans and my vintage jacket Our bands tshirts with kurt’s face or Amy style theme You were the cool guy I created in my mind Even your messy hair Was part of my projection Never thought I would be lost again I believe I gave the best of me I threw myself and you didn't hold me That was not enough Now I know I'm the best for me No strings attached Just me trying to find myself Like yesterday First time you saw me like before With unknown friends It must have been weird to remember who I am The same punk rock girl Who heals her wounds With shots of gin and guitar chords