Open file of my life When I won and where I failed then Every gloom that I went through Nevermind what I've lost Just as long as I have look back If there were still shards And all the black stains on my cloth you don't like Maybe they're bright - on the other side It is my life always it's only mine It's only mine The poems of Baudelaire, coffee and the evil backache Fear of getting bored , love and hate for myself I can share my will of flying If you can die with a smile All and all we're are going