Tom: C
C F
[Verse 1]
C
I am feeling embarrassed
F
I let the moonlight get the best of me
C
I swear I was doing better
F
Right now I'm just drunker than I meant to be
C
Snow swallows up the Puget sound beneath
F
My feet six stories down
C F
Beneath blueberry wine and blunts telling myself
[Break]
C F
[Verse 2]
C F
I'll wake up from this nightmare, roll over to find
C F
Your soft freckled shoulders right there next to mine
C
I can't help feeling bitter
F
I can't help feeling left behind
C
I don't give a shit
F
I'm not embarrassed I'm just
Am C
Falling apart on the back porch of the house
F
That I used to live in
[Break]
C F
[Chorus]
C G F C G F
And I don't know if it's the hot knives or the dissociation
C G F
Could I still drive this car all night and
C G F
Crawl in bed with you in Oakland?
Dm
I can't remember how it happened
C G F
I got to used to isolation
C G F
Now I still talk to you at night to
C G F
See you smile and feel you listen
[Break]
C F
[Verse 3]
C
And I can feel your fingers through the
F
Burn holes in my sweatshirt
C
I wind up smoked out in your bedroom
Dm
Every time that I get hurt
C
You pull my hair and I get scared
F
I steal your favorite sweatshirt
C
And wear it when I miss you
F
Months after you're gone
[Break]
C F
[Chorus]
C G F C G F
And I don't know if it's the hot knives or the dissociation
C G F
Could I still drive this car all night and
C G F
Crawl in bed with you in Oakland?
Dm
I can't remember how it happened
C G F
I got to used to isolation
C G F
Now I still talk to you at night to
C G F
See you smile and feel you listen
[Verse 4]
C
And I can feel your fingers through the
F
Burn holes in my sweatshirt
C
While we make out in the bathroom of a house
F
I've never been before
C
When I black out we're holding hands and
F
Laughing in your kitchen
C F
I still struggle to feel stable months after you're gone.
