I will never be the same

I will never be the same 
Now that I have seen the cross 
And how You took upon Yourself 
The fullness of the wrath of God
And I may never understand 
Just what You suffered in my place 
Jesus You who knew no sin 
How You were made sin for us

And oh how fierce the Father's anger
And though You were pierced
All the pain could not compare
So dark was the hour
When all heaven turned its face away
Turned its face away from You
How sweet is Your mercy
As it finds its way to me