This is a letter to myself Painted picture, cry for help It feels like I am now alone I can't call you on the phone If I could reach into your heart, I'd tear your world apart It kind of broke inside of me You gotta see it to believe--the world is crashin' on me I've seen emotion to the end It's always hard when you lose a friend I don't quite know what words to say Whispered nothings fade away Was it written in blood, written in pain Written in love or written in vain Is it written in hope, written in shame Just can't cope--who's to blame--oh, no