I know each minute's counting My decision to end all despair The sudden chill I'm feeling Comes from within me Is there another way Hidden or forgotten at some stage Forgive me I've lost my way Daylight breaks & brings warmth to this place A mask worn as an illusion of my strength All this years still longing For something I don't understand So close almost touching Yet light - years away The hour Evolution at stand still The hour I'm the voice from within From where I am standing The path for me to go seems clear And the eye my eyes are meeting Seems both peaceful & fair I knew it would end someday I've made my bed & so I... Oh father please forgive me I've lost my faith