I'm a rat in a trap and that's that I'm the monkey on your back I wanna go home 'cause I'm feeling alone And everyone's looking down at their phones Can you tell me what the fuck happened In the years that had passed that I spent napping? It happens and you can't subtract them I never party but somehow I'm always at them late And I'm gonna get drunk fast and withhold my name And then I'll walk right past the doorway I came in the room you felt alone in Another Irish goodbye, another social sin Introverted like this Then you're on the verge of a break, an anxiety crisis But you didn't seem too silent Kind of alive so I figured that you'd be alright And I made a break to another room There was a mess of the stuff, they needed another vacuum I never felt so cheap I always felt so used now I feel so weak and late And I got drunk fast and withheld my name I tried to walk right past the room that you were in The room I fell in love in Another tragic hello, another beginning And I know what they say: You gotta keep yourself protected Like love's just a selfish game where I always let them win