Internal monologues, constant remembrance How would it play out had restraint withheld me Internal monologues constantly playing Sleepless nights have begun to claim my judgment A setting sun, the thousandth prayer for dissilusion Led me wayward from my conscience Unknowing what is to come Except for cryptic signs upon my awakening Internal monologues Judge me not for what I have done But for what I know Internal monologues, constant remembrance How would it play out had restraint withheld me Internal monologues constantly playing Sleepless nights have begun to claim my judgment Panic state Frantically washing what once was life from my hands Afraid to raise my eyes to the mirror To my own judgment Internal monologues Judge me not for what I have done But for what I know