My Life, Your Movie

Drill in your life
Wasted life, what that means to me
Sectioning your thoughts
Could you show me sometime?
With all your words
You could not paralyze
This not what im mesmerized by
Why dont i have more focus?
Defined by whats around
Systematically speaking
Id like to fuck you up
California's not far enough
Can you see what this means to me 
and still discard it away?