Now that I have touched the land Worn but valiant at last Lay my umbra at the gate It can't follow anyway Then veer off their path of lies Hide in the cloak of night For to bear the guise of none Restful equilibrium I will remember everything Faded yet strong enough to read All these letters of my life Tell-tale marks of insight The most early visions Opaque renditions of religion Washed over my nescience The benediction - I still taste the incense Decretum We were ones to be loved But on what conditions Piety Having me trusting in none But those who owned me City walls Shielded all from the storms That would never reach us Enemies Whom to kill When there is only us and ideas They claw with sullied hands On false proving grounds Shun the lesser man Who will partake with them In mock diligence Through the trodden plains Arrogance vile Corrupted means of righteous life Mannequins cry For submission - for my heart to die Wretched at spring Failed beginning When will it cause Final downfall Autumnal spree Time to be free If only for Three lunations Coveting grey Romantic frills for drunken preys Hounded, betrayed By a mad God and their urge to sway Owe no credo Safe from ethos Non serviam I need no one Draw the contours Of my telos Cross the welkin's Silver linings On amber winds soar my fancy and dreams Known yet elusive their sheen Graven in stone is decision and fear Treating the crown of the king Past draperies of discovery Beauty and reason entwine Poised as I halt at the questioning What in my being am I How to proceed from designed certainty How to reveal what is wrong God is anathema to the one who sees I choose to behold alone Learning the parsimony of spirit Burning to ashes the greed I nursed Turning all honesty left towards me Journeying closer to my birth I fled decades ago For the barren snow To weather, to know Pain - no foe for a friend No terse argument A mere place to end Now and forevermore My tears will be salt To the earth they hoard See it crawl, wither Serpents all slither then Eating on them Nemesis It is me, waiting here Ever near Heaven scorns them Venal, flawed saints I am the thorn to their pride And they scream Kick and plead, bleeding For signs of their God Poison reigns Good is feigned, scripted Who did deceive who Purpose gone Virtue known by no one Hell is done An era falls Chimera principles Antediluvian codes Fierce winter, black horizons Frost knifing through the violence Unsparing sinner riddance Here among faithful minions Mortal messenger of dire turmoil Demonstrating with ease how they coil Once divided as masters and servants Then united in death's own insurgence Learning the parsimony of spirit Burning to ashes the greed I nursed Turning all honesty left towards me I am so near, I can feel worth Steadfast is the candle Through the arctic fields Glowing ever brighter Blanketing me tighter With each tread I leave Definition finer As the flame climbs higher With each mist I breach Medusa Greets me Deep within the shrine Of a wearied mind Medusa Frees me From the measureless Prison of the flesh The most early visions Opaque renditions of religion Washed over my nescience The benediction - I still taste the incense Decretum We were ones to be loved But on what conditions Piety Having me trusting in none But those who owned me City walls Shielded all from the storms That would never reach us Enemies Whom to kill When there is only us and ideas