I stare at the sky watch the ghosts over my head I hear the voices that whisper your alive in death I'm a boy who's succeeded in suicide But i'm a man who's failed in life I know i won't be missed I'll be whispered in a kiss What is there for me - when i close my eyes at night What is there for me - when i open them at day rise What is there for me - when i take on a new day Nothing's there for me - i'm a step closer to a fade away It's hard to smile - when happiness hurts It's hard to show love - when love hurts If sadness is what i'm about Open the gates my time is running out ----- out!