How I wish I could go back to the day Where my heart was still working and I still had a brain Where I felt no pain, where I felt no pain Where I felt no pain But that ship has sailed, it's been lost out at sea for too long It hasn't been just you and me for too long, for too long I've been waiting for too long, for too long How I wish you could see How much you mean to me How I long for your smile, how I long for your home Most nights I can't sleep I lie in my bed thinking: what is left of me? (I lie in my bed reminiscing on past dreams) I'm tired of living Living while drowning inside And I'm so, so tired of dying each night Of dying each night, of dying each night Of dying each night, of dying each night Of dying each night