Wish I could remember why it mattered to me It doesn't matter to me, it doesn't matter to me anymore Now that you're feeling fine, I'll admit that though I know it's coming down and see it shattering me It doesn't matter to me, and I'm not sadder for seeing it come I'm not going to run, I will just come when I am called You want to cut me off, Because I took to much, but don't leave me alone Take off your scarves, your winter coat The night's too cold And when we met I should have said You're like a sister to me How all that kiss her just seem Like puny suitors I can see through Like none will do, not for you It might as well be just us two When I pulled you by the jacket from the clattering street You startet flattering me, You started saying I was so strong String me alone But I can't become what I am called And I can't claim to know What makes love die or grow But I can still take control, And so refuse to just go home Back down the hall And as I crawl, As finally all the false confetti blooms Up in this attic room I'm going make my stand I wanna see both of your hands put down the phone I won\'t let you go, Although the moment stole my self-control from us all And it could only end, end with a fall