I am getting older And it's like I'd rather be recreating Moments from memory Than accept living out the rest of my youth Terminally nostalgic, objective It's the way that things should have been Every feeling's been felt And nothing is ever funny anymore Shamed to be a first draft. I want to be more than just a point of reference To all of the other People of my younger years It's something misleading That makes me so, so Terminally nostalgic, objective It's the way that things should have been. I just want to be alone Nothing makes sense till its gone One winged angel help me feel Something current something real Retrospectively I see I need more than there was Retrospectively I see I can make my own memory