Oh Dorian

Blue Cigar

Oh Dorian


"congratulations. it's a boy." 
"doctor, he has my nose 
and look at his toes...
they're all smaller than dimes---" 
"oh, but, sir, i have bad news... 
i'm afraid it's your wife... 
she just couldn't fight for two..." 

and there he fell to a puddle 
and in a broken voice mumbled 

"sometimes there is life in death. 
rarely do we understand it 
but i will love him nonetheless" 

i've heard they hung you like the sun 
in the sky to a splintered plank 
with a railroad tie. 
enemies and friends 
all watched you die. 
they all watched you die for them. 

oh, you broke and you suffered 
all because you loved. 
sometimes there is life in death. 
rarely do we understand it but you, 
you love us nonetheless. 

"congratulations, my good friend. 
you've got the job. 
now go spread your legs 
and don't say a word 
'cause you're part of a plan 
that's bigger than you 
could ever comprehend." 

as i left there i carried 
all of my innocence- buried 
all of my hopes and my dreams. 
on the sidewalk i fell to my knees 
and cried 

"sometimes there is life in death. 
rarely do i understand it. 
you love me but i must confess 
that this seems more about wishful thinking. 
and this seems more about swimming than sinking. 
i wish, wish, wish i could dismiss it." 

sometimes there is life in death. 
rarely do i understand it but i'm trying