My heart beats, my lungs brmative
And yet I'm drowning underneath the sea
My eyes glance, my mouth speaks
And yet I'm drowning right inside of me
Don't you know that am hurt?
Can't you see me fade away?
The monsters got a hold of me
And I'm afraid they're here to stay
Don't you know that am burt?
Can't you see me fade away?
The monsters got a hold of me
And am not, I am not okay
When I look into the mirror I see an unfamiliar face
Those tattoos are clearly mine
But can't feel myself
I make a cut and can breathe again
Until the shame creeps in
I'm too weak I'm too dumb
God knows why
Why am I so complicated?
Don't you know that am hurt?
Can't you see me fade away?
The monsters got a hold of me
And I'm afraid they're here to stay
Don't you know that am burt?
Can't you see me fade away?
The monsters got a hold of me
And am not, I am not okay
My heart beats, my lungs breathe and yet fir drowning
Underneath the set
My eyes glance, my mouth speaks
But noone sees the void inside of me
I scratch my arms until they bleed
Need to get this tension out of me
All wanna do is sleep tonight
But my thoughts run deep
I'm too [?]
I'm too shy God knows why
Why is life so complicated?
I text you
Sorry I can't come tonight
And another tie gets severed when all want to say is
Give me a call
Maybe come over
Let's talk or even sit in ence
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Just can't be on my own tonight
I am not okay
All wanna say I
No, I'm not okay! Listen to me
[?] Don't live survive
I am not okay
Go away
I am not okay I am not okay
Ifade away
Viny am I so complicated
