I tried to hate you, I tried I tried to recreate you in my mind I used to hide and cry, I'm fine now I was lost, I had to find out Who I was, who you are From too much to too far When you feel like it's a dead end But you're still alive, you keep going Even if it takes all night Even if it takes all night I tried to blame you so hard Imagined you with no heart Me with no scars Both parts were just so false I felt so lost But now I'm found Grew out of the ground Not worried about Who I was, who you are From too much to too far When you feel like it's a dead end But you're still alive, you keep going Even if it takes all night Even if it takes all night Even if it takes all night I went slow and I went fast And I know that there's no map But I don't plan on going back to Who I was, who you are From too much to too far When you feel like it's a dead end But you're still alive, you keep going Even if it takes all night Even if it takes all night Even if it takes all night