It’s like I’m holding on with broken hands I see these lies out the corner of my eye When I grow up I wanna be a ghost So I can see how you feel when I’m not as close If you wanna slow her down, well hell You just step on the brake here and you slow her down This is the present, Phillip Enjoy it while it lasts I'll pretend I’m in my old bed Tired eyes, tuck me in, pat me on the head Construct a world in which I’m safe again Growing up, giving up, I wish I'd never left