Just a shade of a thought I guess A small motion in my brain Lonely desperate + helpless A deathlike greet from beyond I was never really really at home Imprisond by these walls With no other choice A memory is rising With lucid eyes they see On wasted fallen lands A shadow inbetween Try to chase the moment Or sink into oblivion A memory is rising In search of life I live my life in many ways I give I take I throw a lot away And I Regret no thing I did Who can protect me from myself ? Before I lose my consciousness Before I lose my head ? Before I wish myself to death