The fourteenth day Make dreams come by It must be the state of the great Seven horses deep Dreams come by And they promise me to die What I see can´t be real What I feel is to waste away Her cold eyes brings pain This may be my last day I´m afraid for tomorrow At the worst I wake up again The kind night covers me I drown in my dreamworld I´m too small to understand How cruel they are If god is love what means the devil ? Show me more from your vulgar world To understand how suicide works The kind night . . . Mother hold me tight Don´t beat me Why don´t you love me Is it cold outside Is it winter summer , autumn or spring ? Don´t leave me tonight Embrace me Why do you hurt me ? On the fourteenth day A dream comes true An angel coming from the sky And wings were mounted on my back As I rise to the heaven I saw the hell and flames at the ground Swallowing all tormentors Mother let me go don´t hold me you do not love me it´s time to fly I feel the breath of death it touches me I leave you tonight don ´t wake me you will not hurt me anymore