I can see my outer body float above my bed When I'm deprived is when I try and sink instead I've been terrified of what's behind those hazy eyes So rip them out and end it Backed in a corner like a fox I shape shift my way away Lunacy derived from the spirit that's now possessing me Slave to the illusion Black White Day Night Dark Light Peace Fight How did it ever come to this, holding the knife in my hands? Being fearless left me lifeless But now I'm finding out I fell in doubt All these visions seem to never let me go So maybe if I'm still breathing (then I'm still waiting) For someone like you to kill me soon Focus I’m living inside a box of glass I watch it crack, I watch it Shatter As if any of this would matter Every clock is broken Everything is still And I slowly fade away Watch me clean up the guts I spilled And I hope that you enjoy the show I'm begging you to just kill me now We're overthrown The innocent sinning The world isn't spinning I'm all alone Caught in your gravity And it's been hell for me