Do I defy, or just add an "i"? A question of faith in my mind I wonder how long must I feel this way? Can you explain why I feel pain? A sense that I cannot define I know that I'm numb; I know I'm sane Words cannot fool me You try and lose me You begin to ignore me, why? Do I not see the plan that is me? I want to know how I'm unkind Is there a time I'll be defined? Can you delete all the disbelief? And make this a sanctuary? I'm starting to grow And here's what I know, can you not see? Words cannot fool me You try and lose me You begin to ignore me, why? Do I defy, or just add an "i"? A question of trust in my mind I need to escape the cell I'm in How can it be you're angry with me? The question I had for you is gone It fell on deaf ears throughout the years Words cannot fool me You try and lose me You begin to ignore me, why?