When i push it pushes you away I tried to learn i tried to earn the day I've come to know that time is slow inside your mind All my senses know is still sublime And oh it's narcotic how i feel But we're alive And oh how i feel it blow me down And it's sublime And i fear time moves faster than you see And you slow down our perfect night will be torn away And i've learned this high not to define what closeness brings As long as it's authentic when this stings And oh it's narcotic how i feel When we're alive And oh how i feel it blow me down With its surprise And oh it's narcotic how i feel And we're alive And oh now i feel it blow me down With its surprise When things are good and understood Why do i doubt It was hard to choose to never lose Now i live without And a lifetime safe may never save our hearts with fire And at the end of time we burn without desire And oh it's narcotic how i feel When we're alive And oh how i feel it blow me down When it's sublime Who knew guess it's best to hold my own when something falls And you despite all my caution here inside these walls Inside these walls