Behind the laughter Is a tortured soul With waterproof eyes So the tears don't flow A victim of moods Swinging out of control Fighting the fears Laughing and joking Under the smile The turmoil is choking They've no idea I'm not coping at all Every time you see me My happiness is fleeting Keep the tears locked inside My eyes are watertight Every day I'm grinning But the demons are still winning Every fear I will hide Cause clowns can only cry on the inside Lost and I'm blind Can't a find a way out My choices are all Frozen by my doubt All that I needed Was the sound of your heart Out of the shadows In my darkest night I see your face Your smile is my sunlight Just knowing you're there Makes it all alright Every time you see me My happiness is fleeting Keep the tears locked inside My eyes are watertight Every day I'm grinning But the darkness is still winning Every fear I will hide Cause clowns can only cry on the inside Ooh Ooh Oooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh Every time you see me My happiness is fleeting Keep the tears locked inside My eyes are watertight Every day I'm grinning But the darkness is still winning Every fear I will hide Cause clowns can only cry on the inside