I can not hear the sound of my voice Even from the deepest inside of myself, Only strange noises resound in me While I am unable to speak or listen This diffuse veil in front of me A curtain of glass I will never stride again No step towards it, no more pain While my empty body dies Lost between the worlds of life Condemned to wander in silence, No words can heal the wounds Which are open for too long I used to hate for years I can eel the touch of their claws As they try to draw me back again, But nothing ever can make me Return again to the suffering outside Visions of another life Are haunting me on my way Through the dusts of nowhere Laconic views into the void... The path of oblivion led me Straight to the gates of infinity, I strode them, knowing that There will be no return to life