Nicole Zefanya

Polaroid Boy

Nicole Zefanya


You'll forever be the boy in the polaroids
You'll forever be the reason why I am void
You'll forever be my first love
And the reason why nobody else ever seems enough

I'll forever be scarred and wary
I'll forever know love as hard and scary
I'll forever be the girl you first kissed
But I'll never be the one you miss

You hurt me
You hurt me
When I loved you
So selflessly
Well I wish you well
But on nights like this I wish I never fell
I wish I never fell

You'll forever be the reason I lost my smile
And you'll forever be sadly in denial
And I'll forever know your favorite song to sing
And that I helped you shake off the powdered doubt coating your wings

And you still hurt me
You hurt me
When I loved you
So selflessly
Well I wish you well
But on nights like this I wish I never fell
Oh I wish
I wish I never fell
I wish I never fell