You'll forever be the boy in the polaroids You'll forever be the reason why I am void You'll forever be my first love And the reason why nobody else ever seems enough I'll forever be scarred and wary I'll forever know love as hard and scary I'll forever be the girl you first kissed But I'll never be the one you miss You hurt me You hurt me When I loved you So selflessly Well I wish you well But on nights like this I wish I never fell I wish I never fell You'll forever be the reason I lost my smile And you'll forever be sadly in denial And I'll forever know your favorite song to sing And that I helped you shake off the powdered doubt coating your wings And you still hurt me You hurt me When I loved you So selflessly Well I wish you well But on nights like this I wish I never fell Oh I wish I wish I never fell I wish I never fell