Yeah, high off the pain and the sadness (sadness) There's no comfort in the panic (panic) Calm me down, I need a Xanax I'm on the edge and I don't wanna take my chances (I don't wanna take my chances) yeah New year, new loss I've been tryna get across, lost inside of all our thoughts Yeah (lost inside of all my thoughts) I've been running from a fight Same dream, same cost And I work ′till I exhaust every option, every want This is me Wondering Why I'm empty Then it hit me I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm Modified (Modified) (Modified) Yeah, act like I'm sane, but it's tragic (tragic) Vicious cycle like an addict (addict) I'm tryna gain what I'm lacking I guess I'm used to being the one that's always damaged Hey, I'm bottled up, hard to manage And sick of everybody, ′cause nobody's understanding I don't wanna talk, 'cause I know what they'd be saying Maybe it's too late One foot in my grave Could it be my fault? I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm Modified Life hitting me like a freight train And after this shit I'll never be the same Lost a good thing and it all changed Now I look around need something to blame Something to blame, something to blame After this shit I'll never be the same Be the same, be the same Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Yeah Now I know now it's only me to blame Blame Blame I've been running from a fight Feeling down and out of sight Doing anything that might make me feel right Honestly, I agree that there's something broke inside Promise me you'll return when I'm Modified (Modified) (Modified) Modified (Modified) (Modified)