torimida shiteru wa watashi itsumo to kanji chigau anata no manazashi no sei anmari yasashi sugiru ayauku namida desou de soppo wo muita dochira ka to ieba hito ni awasete ikirarenai hajimete yo kondo tachiba gyaku ne anata shidai onna no ko nara itsu kashira sonna hito deau suki na you ni kaete watashi wo ai saretai no warui toko ga areba shikatte naosu kara moshimo dame nara shikatanai wa nakatta koto ni suru wa hitamuki ni anata dake wo mitsumete tsuite yuku wa wasureteita nukumori ga shimiru wa mune ni fukaku tozashita kokoro yasashiku dakishimerarete darenimo miseta koto mada nai hontou no watashi anata naraba ii wa sunao ni nareru moshimo dame nara dou demo ii wa nakatta koto ni shite yo suki na you ni kaete watashi wo ai saretai no warui toko ga areba shikatte naosu kara moshimo dame nara shikatanai wa nakatta koto ni suru wa