Coming out/Outcoming

Newly dragged out of the mud 
Left to dry on a safe harbour 
Retried back into the womb 
Safely seeing my heart devoured 

Broken glass makes the flesh bleed 
Cut-open wounds, the wounded's fee 
The harmless pain, quilty conscience 
Acknowledge blame, merciless surprise 

Voices telling me what to do 
Leaping over me 
Covering as a shadow 
Yet no solution 

Overwelming despite of this 
Known path I can't follow 
Bottomless pit, never will forget 
Depress Numbness!!!