Fifty scared boys many nests in our way Me and my friends, yea we'll die there that day Fickle winds sway the grass here where I lie My guts in my hands and my gaze towards the sky I was a child and she was my queen There was summer sweat, fireflies Her lips in my teeth Fireworks hand in hand kept me asleep I traced all her hairlines to my memory Take me home to her arms Flush out the blood of war left in my bones Bury me in our yard Show them the cost of land so very far Back on the battlefield, hope don't exist We become men but none left innocent I watch as exploding shells rip apart limb Oh none of our mothers should know where we've been I'll be up in the stars Rotting away, decomposed in our yard In time we all forget There might be nothing when we reach the end My blood spilling out I can hear my friends cry For lovers, their mothers Begging not to die My body is cold, but my gaze steady still. If God don't show here then I don't think he will