Well, I've got trouble in mind And Lord, it's the weak and the lonely kind And maybe I'II do what I like And maybe I'II throw away all that's mine, oh Oh Dark as the lows of the sea I'm scared and aware of what hides in me Reckless, I follow my needs Though I am well-versed in the pain they feed, oh Oh But I am not lost yet Or slave to my secrets But Lord, it ain't easy now No, Lord, it ain't easy now Wiser the way that it was Better small warmth than the bitter cost I thought I could build my resolve I thought that the hunger could be controlled, oh Oh But I am not lost yet Or slave to my secrets But Lord, it ain't easy now No, Lord, it ain't easy now Lord, it ain't easy now But I am awake now The streets are deserted Breath in the cold air And the steps to the river The veil of deceit The head of a lion And the flotsam and jetsam And the still of the morning