Burning my self on coffee is an indication of how upset I am. It's cause you go and spring 'goodbye' on me suddenly. If I could just laugh it off, how great a guy would you think I was. but that's not me. It's last minute but I give it one more try, but, I Surrender the thick thunder clouds are gathering in my heart. I believed love was just an illusion anyway, back when I lived my life thinking I knew everything I thought you foolish but, I'm beaten ragged, here just some sap, no more, I Surrender that the fusion I so despise could make me cry, makes me despise myself, despise. light up the darkness, the way you used to without you I feel insecure I used to think I could lose it all and not give a shit I had myself convinced of it... a merciless rain falls in my heart the days we were together, wash by and disappear like trash in the street. The End. Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma Translator's Notes: Devastating. Romaji ko-hi- gurai de yakedo shita no ga douyou shiteru shouko nan dakedo sayonara wo kimi ga kyuu ni iu kara sa waraitobasu koto ga dekita nara donna ni ka gureito na yatsu to omowareru darou? demo boku ha chigau mou dotanba saredo mou hitooshi keredo I Surrender bunatsui sekiranun ga mune no naka ni tachikomeru aijyou nante douse iryu-jyon da to wake shiri kao de kurashita hibi ha kimi ga hakuchi ni omoe mo shita kedo mou kotenpan tada no ohitoyoshi mohaya I Surrender daikirai na fyu-jyon de nakesou na jibun ga iya iya kurayami wo terashite yo ano koro no you ni kimi nashi jya fuantei nanda yo issaigassai wo nakushite mo kamawanai to omoeta no ni sou shinjireta no ni mune ni mujyou no ame ga furu futari de sugoshita hibi ha rojyou no chiri no you nagare kiete The End sa