Despair! I don't know where I am... There're corpses everywhere I try to breath, but I can't... I'm in the middle of nowhere I'm in a big black ocean I'm getting tired… I'm trying get to the top! My vision is fading… It's really cold here under! I only listen my heart beating It is really dark down here I don't matter with the corpses anymore I am giving up I am just letting go… My mind is empty… I'm rising my head! I see some lights very far… I'm giving up for the Black Ocean… Now I'm calm... I am giving up because it is better this way... It is not so dark this way... I see a light coming under And a voice whispers in my ear "Just die..." I will accept that I'm already dead I don't miss anybody It's all in my head