In my mind, there's a street where the honeysuckle grows and the swollen sun filters through rows of oak trees. On this street, Mona lives in a blue house- she smiles as I come up the sidewalk. I look at her and I breathe through love's transparency. In my mind, there's another voice that rises up against these pretty dreams, it duly screams: "These are not my needs." "I don't give a damn about Mona's street. I would rather join the Merchant Marines- half-crazed, on the deck of the Argentine." I'll set off in both extremes. Find the place that calms the ache: Mona, Marines or another escape. Returning yearning would be a mistake. If I don't return- for my sake, celebrate.